Had always wanted to find the lyrics of this song -- 会呼吸的痛. But always forgot about it. The chorus part, especially the highlighted part, is really matching my feeling. Every thought of him pain my heart so much that I think I cant breathe anymore. The breathless feeling is so usual to me now that I am used to it already. Sigh. I miss him.
在东京铁塔 第一次眺望
看灯火模仿 坠落的星光
我终於到达 但却更悲伤
一个人完成 我们的梦想
你总说 时间还很多 你可以等我
以前我不懂得 未必明天 就有以后
想念是会呼吸的痛 它活在我身上所有角落
哼你爱的歌会痛 看你的信会痛 连沈默也痛
遗憾是会呼吸的痛 它流在血液中来回滚动
后悔不贴心会痛 恨不懂你会痛 想见不能见最痛
没看你脸上 张扬过哀伤
那是种多么 寂寞的倔强
你拆了城墙 让我去流浪
在原地等我 把自己捆绑
你没说 你也会软弱 需要依赖我
我就装不晓得 自由移动 自我地过
我发誓不再说谎了 多爱你就会抱你多紧的
我的微笑都假了 灵魂像飘浮著 你在就好了
我发誓不让你等候 陪你做想做的无论什么
我越来越像贝壳 怕心被人触碰 你回来那就好了
能重来那就好了
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Ok. Change topic from the personal one.
I went to a seminar about HPLC in UPM today presented by Dr Mustafa Ali Mohd from UM and Dr Rod McIlwrick from Merck Damstardt, Germany. Dr Mustafa gave us an extra talk on the traditional herbs and medicines trend in Malaysia. I can't agree more on what he was telling us. Was keep nodding enthusiastically when listening to his speech. What he had been telling us is always my worry towards what my mum and relatives had been doing and believing.
Dr Mustafa said, people tend to think that herbs will not give side effects like modern medicines. Some traditional herbs seller even claim that their product are natural and has no chemicals. LOL... Think about it. Even oxygen, water, carbon dioxides, charcoal, protein, carbohydrates, sugar are chemicals. How can a bottle of supplement not a chemical? Sigh. I worry the welfare of Malaysians who buy unknown materials from these so-called scientists who claim to know science.
And. People tend to believe what everyone is telling them about this Mr A who was healed from such and such disease and Mrs B who was healed from such and such cancer after consuming the product. Any proof? Any scientific proof? Are you sure it's not because of the food they took? How can you be so sure that they heal from the diseases because of the product but not from some daily life diets?
Furthermore, I keep telling my mum that dun consume something too frequent. There might be some unknown toxins in the food. We might not know, the scientific world is not so hightech until we can trace every compounds in the food. Especially those new food which is not fully researched yet. Something inside might be toxic to the body. Maybe take a bit the effect won't show or maybe for short period of time the effect wont show. Maybe 10 years later the side effect will show up. Dr Mustafa says in Malaysia because we are third world country, so that law and regulation on marketing a herbal product is quite loose. No toxicology test is needed for the new product to be marketed. As long as it is free of pathogens and heavy metals, they are "safe" to be consumed. Unlike european countries which are very strict on toxic content of any food or herbal product, Malaysia is very loose in this.
So folks, dun ever think the herbal product is THAT SAFE until you read scientific proofs on that particular plant yourselves. And one thing very important! Dun believe in everything you see in internet! If you wanna find scientific proofs, use Google Scholar. Dun use normal Google. Normal Googles normally only got advertisements. All company selling the herbal product telling nice nice words on the product.
And! Even if it is scientifically proven, you have to read properly. How many success cases? 10 in 500? or 480 in 500? If the percentage of success case is low, how can you risk you life with such plant? Dr Mustafa said that a manufacturer of a local herbal products claimed that UM has done research on this plant and showed that it can decrease the blood glucose level. But in fact, Dr Mustafa's paper stated that the plant only manage to decrease the blood glucose level by 2 seconds and then the blood glucose level will shoot up to normal again. He stated there that the lowering of the blood glucose level is not due to the secondary metabolites in the plant but the acid in the plant which makes it lower just for a while. But the companies said it can cure diabetes summore quote Dr Mustafa's work. See the marketing scam? Sigh.
People just want to earn fast money by cheating money from cancer patients. And being sick is the least everyone want. That's why people just take whatever is said to be good but did not really ask whether it is bad for health. Just belief in rumour. Sad..
My goodness. I write until so long. Hope I dun bore you with this. Hope you pass this message to anyone you know.
在东京铁塔 第一次眺望
看灯火模仿 坠落的星光
我终於到达 但却更悲伤
一个人完成 我们的梦想
你总说 时间还很多 你可以等我
以前我不懂得 未必明天 就有以后
想念是会呼吸的痛 它活在我身上所有角落
哼你爱的歌会痛 看你的信会痛 连沈默也痛
遗憾是会呼吸的痛 它流在血液中来回滚动
后悔不贴心会痛 恨不懂你会痛 想见不能见最痛
没看你脸上 张扬过哀伤
那是种多么 寂寞的倔强
你拆了城墙 让我去流浪
在原地等我 把自己捆绑
你没说 你也会软弱 需要依赖我
我就装不晓得 自由移动 自我地过
我发誓不再说谎了 多爱你就会抱你多紧的
我的微笑都假了 灵魂像飘浮著 你在就好了
我发誓不让你等候 陪你做想做的无论什么
我越来越像贝壳 怕心被人触碰 你回来那就好了
能重来那就好了
-------------------------
Ok. Change topic from the personal one.
I went to a seminar about HPLC in UPM today presented by Dr Mustafa Ali Mohd from UM and Dr Rod McIlwrick from Merck Damstardt, Germany. Dr Mustafa gave us an extra talk on the traditional herbs and medicines trend in Malaysia. I can't agree more on what he was telling us. Was keep nodding enthusiastically when listening to his speech. What he had been telling us is always my worry towards what my mum and relatives had been doing and believing.
Dr Mustafa said, people tend to think that herbs will not give side effects like modern medicines. Some traditional herbs seller even claim that their product are natural and has no chemicals. LOL... Think about it. Even oxygen, water, carbon dioxides, charcoal, protein, carbohydrates, sugar are chemicals. How can a bottle of supplement not a chemical? Sigh. I worry the welfare of Malaysians who buy unknown materials from these so-called scientists who claim to know science.
And. People tend to believe what everyone is telling them about this Mr A who was healed from such and such disease and Mrs B who was healed from such and such cancer after consuming the product. Any proof? Any scientific proof? Are you sure it's not because of the food they took? How can you be so sure that they heal from the diseases because of the product but not from some daily life diets?
Furthermore, I keep telling my mum that dun consume something too frequent. There might be some unknown toxins in the food. We might not know, the scientific world is not so hightech until we can trace every compounds in the food. Especially those new food which is not fully researched yet. Something inside might be toxic to the body. Maybe take a bit the effect won't show or maybe for short period of time the effect wont show. Maybe 10 years later the side effect will show up. Dr Mustafa says in Malaysia because we are third world country, so that law and regulation on marketing a herbal product is quite loose. No toxicology test is needed for the new product to be marketed. As long as it is free of pathogens and heavy metals, they are "safe" to be consumed. Unlike european countries which are very strict on toxic content of any food or herbal product, Malaysia is very loose in this.
So folks, dun ever think the herbal product is THAT SAFE until you read scientific proofs on that particular plant yourselves. And one thing very important! Dun believe in everything you see in internet! If you wanna find scientific proofs, use Google Scholar. Dun use normal Google. Normal Googles normally only got advertisements. All company selling the herbal product telling nice nice words on the product.
And! Even if it is scientifically proven, you have to read properly. How many success cases? 10 in 500? or 480 in 500? If the percentage of success case is low, how can you risk you life with such plant? Dr Mustafa said that a manufacturer of a local herbal products claimed that UM has done research on this plant and showed that it can decrease the blood glucose level. But in fact, Dr Mustafa's paper stated that the plant only manage to decrease the blood glucose level by 2 seconds and then the blood glucose level will shoot up to normal again. He stated there that the lowering of the blood glucose level is not due to the secondary metabolites in the plant but the acid in the plant which makes it lower just for a while. But the companies said it can cure diabetes summore quote Dr Mustafa's work. See the marketing scam? Sigh.
People just want to earn fast money by cheating money from cancer patients. And being sick is the least everyone want. That's why people just take whatever is said to be good but did not really ask whether it is bad for health. Just belief in rumour. Sad..
My goodness. I write until so long. Hope I dun bore you with this. Hope you pass this message to anyone you know.

















