I'm a joker.. hahaha

Last night went to yamcha with Charlieans monkeys. But the big monkey Adam teased me whole night. So cham. He said I'm still the old Heay, blur and funny.

Summore say I look like a monkey. Then when I protested to him why he always tease me only one... he says I have all sorts of funny looks to being teased. "And isn't it good to entertain people around you?" he asked.

But he's right la. I do enjoy playing joker.

I was (and am) always known as blur queen during A levels time, Monash time and even during work. Last time I really mind people saying I'm blur but I just smiled those embarrassments away. It was until third year in Monash when I started to watch Korean entertainment show only I realized those celebrities who act blur (or some of them really blur) or make stupid faces are very entertaining. Those stupid acts did entertained me a lot especially when I'm stressed with studies during uni time.

Then, I started to tell myself "Since I can't stop being blur, I can make fun of myself with that or magnify the blurness to entertain my friends". Starting that time, I started to introduce a lot of lame jokes and funny faces to my friends (but blurness and clumsiness are inevitable. It's my nature. lol) I think CP and Aud might see the change.

So, actually this is the new Heay. For those who dunno me by 2006, when people poke fun of the old Heay, I didn't laugh with my friends like a crazy monkey, I would smile awkwardly and after that get really quiet. Coz angry already. haha..

Now I'm enjoying the process and sometimes I'm trying to incorporate the joker element into my blog to please my friends who read my blog.
I think there's some changes in me. And I like it.

That's why I like Korean entertainment show and hence I like Korean. They somehow changed me into a happier person. So now I dun mind being teased about my blurness and clumsiness.

But I mind being teased of being dark and hairy. Sob sob. So sad la.. I dun want to be dark. I also wish to be fair one. But it's in my gene. There's nothing I can do about it.

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Zhuang was funny today. (sometimes I poke fun of people also la. hehe)

She made a call to the government department today. Being staying at US for 5 years and back in Malaysia, her Malay speaking skills gets worse (Same here. coz I seldom speak Malay nowadays). This is her conversation:

"Hello. Selamat pagi." (I started to giggle)
"I would like to enquire regarding EPF. I called EPF semalam..." (started to chuckle)
"...and they say it is due to Jabatan Pendaftaran. According to them my maklumat, ya know, information are with you..." (laughing non-stop at Zhuang)

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There's this MAS promotion these two days (22 Feb - 24 Feb). The moment my boss suggested me to go UK for vacation (keke.. she's such as good boss) I started to dreaming of going UK to find Heng. hehehe.. But even though the promotion is very very cheap, I still have no money la.

Needless to dream.

Then summore Zhuang called up the traveling agency, they say the return flight from UK to KL are all sold out already. OMG. That's fast. lol.

I better wait for him to come back easier. hehe...

My love

I like to curi-curi take pictures of Heng when I'm chatting with him on MSN using webcam. Hehe. After few months I got a collection of his pictures already. And since he looks so handsome in almost all the pictures, I hereby presenting to all readers my very handsome boyfriend =P

How can his eyes be so dreamy one.. Hehe.. melting liao..


And I like his thick thick hair. hehehe... Like Harry Potter..


Previously I think he looks like Micky when he takes off his glasses right.. Now I think he looks like Bae Yong Jun when he wear his glasses.


Haha.. I'm too obsessed already.

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I know Valentine's day already passed. But I just wanna show you guys a very very romantic birthday present suggested by Kim Chong Min (a Korean celebrity) in the Love Letter New Year 2006 show.

No need to see in front one. Just watch 3:18-5:39 minutes, his suggestion was filmed within these 1 and half minutes. I think this is by far the most cost-effective and most romantic present I've seen. Every time I watch this part I feel butterflies in my stomach although the present is not for me. haha..



For those who dun understand both Chinese and Korean, the MC gave this challenge to the quests that if the boyfriend is a celebrity and is very busy, how can he celebrate his girlfriend's birthday or give her birthday present in 10 minutes?

Kim Chong Min's idea is:

The guy booked a CD rack in a shop on the girl's birthday. Then, after that he brings the girl to the shop and tell her that CD is very popular and selling off very fast. Then, he buys the CD and gave her. Then he went back to work. Then on the way back, the girl listen to the CD he gave her. The CD crop out and combine all songs with the word saranghaeyo (meaning "I love you" in Korean). Then the girl very curious. So, she takes out the album booklet. All 20 songs are "saranghae", and there's the guy's face and a note at the side:

My dear, I took 3 sleepless nights to prepare this CD. I want to collect all "saranghae" in the world for you. But even though I manage to put all "saranghae" into this CD, I could not put my heart which is loving you greatly here.

I love you and Happy birthday.

OMG. The efforts to compose the songs into one CD plus printing the booklet out are really touching.

To some people who think I'm too materialistic after reading my post about the Kelly Tan proposal, something small and cheap like this can already touch me la. Dun need to use few ten thousands of money one.

Violation of internet

The coming days of the week are gonna be a blast!

Thursday: Yamcha with Charlieans. Yoohoo! Long time din see them already except Keen whom I just went waterfall with last month.

Friday: Life saving lessons. More practice on sideway swimming, extend/chin towing.

Saturday: Chemistry and Jay Chow's concert

Sunday: Might go shopping with CP and then life saving lessons again. More practice on cross-chest towing.

So for this week, practically saying, I only left tonight to have time to myself. Guess I'm gonna stay offline and off my pc to straighten my life a bit. Got quite a lot of things (which I had been delaying) to do -- Laundry, clean up my room, decorate notice board on the room wall and prepare Chemistry. Have to do all these in one night. OMG.

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Protect yourself and your family from internet!


Just read about this page when I was surfing. It indeed is quite true in some cases. Imagine exposing every detail of your personal life in social networking sites like Friendster/ Myspace/ Facebook and personal blogs. I've realized this problem just 2 months ago. And realizing the possibilities of having my photos being modified using Photoshop and use them for bad purposes, I started to put resized pictures or shrink the photos before I post them onto my blog (to make sure the photo pixel is small).

Wah! Sexy. Get what I mean? This is called the violation of internet.

Another example is that there's one boy from China who got his picture posted up. Because he's chubby and looks very funny and nerdy-like, people use his photo to modify him into Superman, Spiderman, Doraemon etc. Eventually the father of this boy carry this issue to the court. I'm not sure whether he won the case or not. For more info visit this site.


This is what elders always say about us, bloggers, always putting pictures on our blogs: "Imagine seeing a photo with your face but the body is definitely not yours in some 18sx websites". Undeniably, this is a big disadvantage of blogging. But the chances of people taking my face for 18sx kind of purpose are small la.. coz my face is too far from those seducing face of those girls. I'm dark and have flat nose with one big and one small eyes, and untidy eyebrows. Totally like a kampung girl.. And definitely not seductive. kakaka...


Suddenly, I remember someone told me about possible occurrence of kidnap and rape cases due to chatting online. Then so ngam today's STAR newspaper talked about studies on sex offenders who approach innocent and curious youngsters in US. These youngsters are normally 13-15 years old. The sex hunters normally approach these youngsters by instant messaging like MSN, email and chat rooms. They normally target those kids who are over-friendly to strangers on internet. These hunters will make the victims fall in love with them and eventually give way to have sex with them.


So, I guess this explains the scenario. If you dun talk to strangers on MSN/email/chat rooms and most importantly dun fall in love with these instant messaging strangers you should be pretty safe from sex offenders. It would be even better if you dun put your MSN email on Friendster. Then those sex offenders cannot approach you. And eventually you won't get hurt. I don't put my MSN email on Friendster/Facebook one... I dun like stalkers. Haha... I mean real stranger stalkers la. Not those whom I know who dun have my MSN email yet.

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Sigh. Have to pay the rest of the life saving fees which is RM250!! I'm already broke le.. Dun have money to pay la..

Still waiting for the salary.


God, please throw me some notes from the sky. Just five pieces of RM50 can already. Thank you.

I'm broke. I'm very broke. I'm very very broke.

Chinese New Year is still not over yet but I had already used up all my Angpow money to petrol, groceries and food. OMG OMG OMG. I'm counting the days to receive my February salary and the parking claim.

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Very emo last night after having a chat with Heng. We din argue la. I was just very sad that almost everyone around me (especially elders) who know that I'm having LDR (long distance relationship) with Heng keep predicting that in the future we will break up because of the distance. And some are skeptical towards Heng, saying he's not serious.

I know they are concerned and they worry that I will got hurt. But sometimes I just hope everyone can just wish us the best instead of asking me "Are you sure it's gonna work?" Seriously. I dunno la. But we are working it out. Some even ask me drop it.



Positive mental support. That's the only thing I need now.

After chatting with Heng I went to sleep. But, lying there, my tears kept dropping.



After being questioned about my relationship for so many times, I wish I can grab Heng and complain to him and then he will console and sayang me. He did console and sayang me in MSN. It was warm. But, I think last night my emo level was too high the console over MSN was not enough. I so wanna hug him.

So there I cried. Hopelessly like a kid.



I wrote a 3 pages rant in my diary, crying really hard at the same time last night. Felt better writing them out.

My goodness. My eyes are wet again. I gotta stop here before I cry again. Yor... Why these few days I so emo one ah?



So you think LDR is easy? HA-HA. (I mean parents/ elderly pressure here)



p/s: Dun worry. I'm ok. Just some grumblings. hehe...


p/p/s: Thanks mum for always being supportive of my relationship =) Summore very protect Heng also. Keke.. Give you a big hug for this if you reading this. =D

Was busy these few days. But I like this kind of rush and fully-scheduled life. It makes me feel contented. At least I'm not wasting my time, unlike the old Heay who likes to sleep all day long. lol.

Tuition and life saving course got me running from Subang to OUG and back. Friday, Saturday, Sunday have to go there for these two things. The toll fees are killing me. Gonna find another route to go OUG. Kesas is too expensive. Maybe NPE?

Life saving course is starting to be interesting. Learned two styles of saving victims: chin towing and cross-chest towing. Gonna start practice today with my life saving partner. Can't wait to learn the techniques =) It looks cool! Just like 2-3 years ago when I was admiring people doing the same thing. =)

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I'm watching this Korean drama called Time Between Dog and Wolf. Although the name a bit weird la but this show is a real touching police and gangster story. Whenever watch until the guy grieving about his mum's death I will cry non-stop. Same to the regret of the gangster dad who didn't get to play the role of a good daddy. Cannot control from crying when it comes to family love. Sigh... Sob sob.

Previously thought this show is some stupid movie (coz the name sounds stupid. haha) so I didn't even bother to ask who cast in this show. Didn't know it is such a good show until I saw the trailer in the TV. When I first saw the trailer showing the manly Lee Jun-Ki (He always looks girlish in dramas. hehe) I told myself I'm not gonna miss this show.

So yeng la... He's 1000x more man in the drama. kakaka..

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Busy and stressful time was finally neutralized by a lousang party last night with my girls. Had a really nice lousang contributed by WY, red wine by Vincent and some tidbits by KerSin and Yong.

Lousang-ing


Preparing for lousang


Everyone =D


The girls


Drinking red wine =)


Vincent and Hin Kian

We went to yamcha plus watch Arsenal VS MU at a mamak in Taipan at around 1am. I cannot fix my eyes on the TV watching the people running around lo. Would keep glancing away from the screen. I have no patience waiting for them to goal. hehe.. Luckily MU goal twice in short while. We went back after they got second goal. Luckily this game was fast, otherwise I would had fallen asleep. lol.


It was a very tiring day. But craziness for once in a while is worthwhile =)