Monkeys pictures

Finally got the pictures from Kexin. Went to her house to get. Teehee. The main purpose was to get the karaoke photos from her. But I also got some old old photos from ancient time. lol. Some pictures are from last August which was half year ago. lol.


Adam's birthday in Redbox


Keen and Adam. The only two XY gene-holders among the monkeys. lol


Elaine, me, Keen and Adam


Elaine, me, Keen, Adam and Yumin



Gathering on 21-2-08 at Williams


Yumin, Kexin, me and Keen.


My retarded face on Adam's request for everyone to make ugly faces. Keen's ugly face: looking pissed.. Doggie Yumin and cute Kexin. Kexin, that's not an ugly face. lol


Adam and Kexin


Keen's distorted face. haha...


Ghost Adam behind.. damn scary. Keen sien diao. lol



Farewell for Kexin on 8-3-08


With Kexin. All the best in Japan. =)


Touch the sky.


Kexin, Adam, Yumin and me.


Kexin, Adam and Yumin


Adam, me and Kexin


Me, Adam and Yumin



Adam clown has a lot of funny faces.


Lan Yeng


Kexin kicks Adam. lol


Rap until neck all tensed up. lol


His famous ghost face (see below for Yumin's one. Even more geng. lol)


Dunno what expression is this.



And the best pose award goes to:


YUMIN!! lol


zen zi crawling out from TV =P


p/s: If I figure out how to crop videos I'll put some of the retarded video parts up in next post.

I hate rain. So does the rain.

I hate it! And I think it hates me too!!! I mean me and the rain.

Was driving back from work today and planning to go SS15 to buy bus ticket home for this Thursday. The sky was gloomy. Then when I reach the Motorola bridge there, the rain started pouring down heavily. There's no sign of ceasing. Argh.. And the thunder was scary. It stroke right down behind the buildings in front of me. And a few more stroke straight down too. The heavily pouring rain blur the vision of the road, adding to my fear. So, I turned the radio louder trying to cover the sound of thunder and rainfall outside.

The rain got heavier when I was queueing up the traffic towards the SS15. I regretted my decision of turning into this long traffic queue, regretted to have the decision to buy the bus ticket today. And what's worse was that the rain didn't even get better. It got worse. How was I suppose to get out of the car to buy bus ticket? =(

But what to do. I was already on the way, might as well just continue with my plan. Then, with my pitiful little umbrella I brave myself towards the ATM, withdrew some money and then got back to the car. My jeans and bag were soaking wet! And my cushion and the inside of the car door were also wet! Arghhh again!!!

Then, I pulled my car near the JJ shop and rush down with my umbrella again. The rain water 'splashed' onto my cushion and my jeans again!!! %@#$&^%&@ I dragged my soaking wet jeans into the shop, feeling very uneasy when the jeans stuck onto my skin. After buying the ticket and stepped out of the shop, the rain totally stopped. I was like.. WTH?!! Are you kidding me?

Argh. I hate rain. And so does the rain.

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Went to look for newspaper to buy today. Ever since Pak Lah became PM, I stopped having the urge to read newspaper. Back to Dr M's time, I liked to read newspapers coz he always create dramas on the newspaper about his views on international issues and what not. And he was always outspoken and loud. Maybe I biased la. But during Pak Lah time, the dramas are only the kidnap cases of innocent kids, rob cases, rape cases and corruptions, everyday the same thing over and over again, not much outspoken views on international issues. The post-election fever had finally triggered my desire to read newspaper again coz this huge election results drama occured.

So, after so many years, I finally had the desire to keep up with Malaysia's news. This is a good sign for me, to have back the urge to read newspaper. lol. I hope I can continue reading newspaper from now on and be a concerned citizen. =)

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This is the list of my favourite songs recently. Go check it out =)

1. With you - Chris Brown
2. When I'm gone - Simple Plan
3. The great escape - Boys Like Girls
4. Tattoo - Jordin Sparks
5. No one - Alicia Keys
6. Apologize - Timbaland
7. Won't go home without you - Maroon 5
8. Teenagers - My Chemical Romance
9. Bubbly - Colby Caillat
10. One more song which I still dunno the name.. lol. The lyrics got something like wedding, bridegroom one, guy sing one. I'm not looking at the lyrics.. And i'm definitely not desperate to get married now.. haha.. I love the tune in this song. It's special coz it's a bit spooky at the beginning. lol


Of all the songs I love Simple Plan's "When I'm gone" coz I think the lyrics is meaningful (note those I highlight in red)


I look around me
But all I seem to see
Is people going nowhere
Expecting sympathy
It's like we're going through the motions
Of a scripted destiny
Tell me where's our inspiration
If life won't wait
I guess it's up to me

Whoah
No we're not gonna waste another moment in this town
Whoah
We wont come back, the world is coming out
Whoah
Leave the past in the past gonna find the future
And misery loves company
Well so long
You'll miss me when I'm gone
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone

Procrastination running circles in my head
While you sit there contemplating
you'll wind up left for dead
Life is what happens
While you're busy making your excuses
Another day, another casualty
But that won't happen to me

(Let's go)
Won't look back
When I say goodbye
I'm gonna leave this hole behind me
Gonna take what's mine tonight
'cause every wasted day
Becomes a wasted chance
You're gonna wake up feeling sorry
'cause life won't wait
I guess it's up to you

There were 4 things/people that can make me cry last time: A good book, a good Korean drama, a good movie, and my mum. I'd cry when she's upset with me. And I'd cry whenever I picture her leaving me especially after my nightmares of her dying. I think she's my VVIP in my life. No one is going to replace her.

But now, one more person is added to the list. It's Heng. He touched me so deep down to my heart until I can't stop the tears from rolling in my eyes.

I'm glad that he always treasures me. And I treasure every moments we share on webcam. I like the way we make faces to each other and the way he laughs when the faces I made were funny.


p/s: But mum is still my VVIP. When she's mad at me or when I imagine that one day she will leave me, I feel suffocated.

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I need the determination to read up the journals and write a proposal out of it. I should worry about whether-or-not-I-get-the-offer later.

Reborn

"Am I dying? Am I dying?" I felt death was very close to me when the cold crept up to me.

I was curling up on the bed with blanket covering my whole body, trying to keep myself warm and trying to combat the pain. But of course, there's no way I can combat it. I did not even have the energy to move a limb, how was I going to even rub my own stomach to ease the pain. My eyes were wet. I'm not sure whether it's the tears or the sweat.

Yes. The monthly monster came to me again. I hate it.

God, can you please transform me into a male? I rather having emotional stress on having to earn money for a family than going through this physical pain every month.

I went to hell for two hours this afternoon. Struggle for life. Hugging the blanket tight. Imagining it was Heng. I was not sure whether it was the pain or the tiredness that made me fell asleep. When I woke up, the pain had left me. I felt reborn.

It's always like this every month. Dead. And then reborn. Over and over again.


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Went to sing k with the monkeys again. The last time we went to sing k was last August, to celebrate Adam's birthday. This time, we farewell for Kexin because she is going to Japan to further her studies. Adam was monkeyly crazy last night.. lol. Too bad Keen didn't come. Else he can help us hold down Adam. lol.

Had a really crazy night. I feel like I went back to my A levels time. Those great childish times. I think this was even more crazier than my A levels time. lol. Lucky I don't have many pictures taken looking crazy. Only a few I guess. Adam had more crazy photos. I think he's an undercover professional clown la. It's just that he didn't tell us only. hahaha.. Will post the pictures up as soon as I get the picture from Kexin tomorrow. lol.

And we sang freaking 6 hours in a row! Summore almost half of the songs we actually didn't sing properly. We yelled.

That's why I call ourselves monkeys. When we get together, we behave like monkeys. Adam, Kexin, Yumin, Keen, agree? lol

I'm too stressed. Too many things in mind.

So I tried to shout out to release. But I could only whimper.

Then I tried to cry out. But still, I could only whimper.


Please God. Let me cry... Please...
Or let me just behave like this --->> or this --->>

Just dun understand why I can't cry, can't shout, can't merajuk when I'm stressed.

And totally dun understand why I can cry when I'm perfectly normal. Sigh..



Now I can only sigh to release the stress. SIGH~~~~